Wednesday, December 14, 2005

had a bad cry
have a bad cramp
having a bad day
nothing can get worse

he doesn't understand
he didn't try

i'm upset beyond words
disappointed in myself
too tired for anything else

i may never be happy again if this carries on...

Posted by [DoNuT]® at 1:51 PM

Monday, December 05, 2005

*dedicated to my BBACC classmates*]

Posted by [DoNuT]® at 10:20 PM

Thursday, December 01, 2005

yes, i know i haven't updated or long... sorry peeps...

well, recently, actually just monday, i went for the operation, yes, a surgery to remove my tonsils. i mean since it's causing so much trouble already (4th course of antibiotics in less than 3 mths), my parents wanted me to get it out as soon as possible.

Fortunately, with the grace of GOD, i managed to get the date on fri when i saw the specialist bcos someone cancelled his op, if not i'll have to wait till mid january, which also means another 2 courses of antibiotics at least. So there i went for my 30min op under GA and left my company in a loss and my performance on hold.

I felt really bad cos i promised to do the op after 7 dec cos of work and performance, but i dun really have much choice left as i dun wanna sacrifice school as well. Also, taking into account what my doctor friend told me (that i shld be able to talk properly after 5 days) i decided to go for it on monday, which is 4 days ago....

well, i must say, DON'T TRUST DOCTORS TO MUCH! because after following all of the doctor's instructions, eg trying to eat and talk, i am not recovering much at all. it still hurts like crazy when i swallow saliva, i can't talk properly and i can't perform today! so peeps, pls pray for quick recovery, hopefully that i'll be able to carry out my role on the 6th dec and be back to work soon.

denise just told me to rest and eat medicine regularly, which made me realize none of the medicine prescribed to me was to speed up recovery, they are all, ALL painkillers! panadol, painkiller, lozengers, gargle and antibiotics..... AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

still, i gotta thank God for the successful op and being able to conquer the pain and eat as much as i can... yes, i'm abt 46kg now...

Posted by [DoNuT]® at 8:34 PM