Sunday, September 03, 2006

is God trying to teach me a lesson? but it is a rather painful lesson, almost at the expense of another person, though i'm sure it could have been worse. it has stripped me of my pride and stubbornness to learn and i really see things a little clearer now. better now than it's too late right? sigh. i felt so lost, so scared, so anxious. i lost all my appetite, i didn't know what i was doing the whole day and i had no one to turn to but God.

but now that i've said it out, i realise that i really should turn to no one else but God. He is my refuge and he would never do me any harm. Yes, the situation may not be very bright, but still i know God meant the best for me. So all i can do is trust now and pray, yes we need to be prayerful at all times, not just when things are bad, but at ALL TIMES. and i need to learn to TRUST and LEARN from mistakes.

I thank God for every test He had prepared for me and i pray that He will continue to strengthen me and help me to grow. To grow to be a better person, a person who trust and obey him and walk closer to Him.

May God Bless You who are reading as well...

Posted by [DoNuT]® at 9:39 PM